| have you ever wondered how many people would attend your funeral if you died?
have you ever gotten to the point that the only thing keeping you alive is not wanted your parents and family to suffer for what you did?
i have gone through some tough things in life but i just wish that life was done right now...just with no distractions, no stress, nothing i didnt like, something to hold tightly when i am distraut, someone that will listen to me, someone that i can always count on, someone that truely cares, no doubts about my own beliefs, no doubts about my talents, and no worries about anything, just living life to the fullest and knowing that its all going right.
the truthful and unneeded |
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| whats the point? i just want to get it over with |
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| summe ris actually not goin as bad as i planned but it still has its boring points though i hope that will end next week when i get a job...so things are great met several great people down here so i guess i will talk to everyone whenever...and feel free to visit any time...just let me know about it first... |
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| Remember when life was easy and you did not have to do things you did not want to do? i remember...i was a child, a small one, one that had no fears, except to loose a loved one, i have changed now, now that i realized that change is hard, and it is not what i want, chane is weird and i want my friends, change sucks, it leaves me here alone, with no one to hold it seems, change left me stranded, stranded to hope i will survive. |
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